Here is the list of many things I got for Christmas. The list makes me sound kinda spoild

1)Wii... its the familys
2)Have a dozen games (familys)
3)Shirt that says 'Only vampires can love you forever'
4)Pajamas
5)Higean things
6)Nuts and other foods
7)Gloves and hats
8)Flashlight
9)Socks
10)A blackberry pearl that will not sync with my sim card yet (which was not really for Christmas, just baought around Christmas time and given to me on Christmas)
11)35 bucks
12)75 doller gift card for Bluenotes and two gift cards for walmart that equals up to 35 bucks
13)Amasing costom ring, gold, four stones, the birthstones of my family
14)BIG teddy bear... the size of me almost
15)Crayons and colouring books... I am actually quite thrilled about that!
16)A Olympus FE-26 (Great camara) with awsome exessoires
17)a couple of books

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

The water trickled down my body, when I realized I din't want shooting at my face. I wanted to be engulfed by it. I dropped to my knees and pulled the bar to switch the shower head off and the faucet on. The power on the taps were high, I really didn't feel like waiting for the bath to fill, but I had to anyways. Since the taps were on 'full power' water still escaped through the shower head, also because the power was high, the pressure from the faucet water whips out the plug drain. I was sitting on my knees buck naked in about ankle deep water, wand also being pelted with water. My hair was in my face, with parts of it wet what was in my face felt like straw and I just gave up and stopped. The plug remained were it was, I cursed at myself.

For some reason the thought of death crossed my mind. I added a picture on facebook that asks three questions.
What would you miss about me?
What is one moment you will want to remember forever?
What would the last thing you would say to me be?
I have almost always believed that we were born to die, it is what we make of the time given that makes us worth living.

Answer the questions if you disire, I wish you would... I am curious...


All my love and though,
Smileandlaugh
AKA: Christine

Well, it all started after dinner yesterday. My mother walks in and says... "My friend said to me, guess who your daughter is dating"

My mother explain how her and her boyfriend (my common-law stepfather) are great friends with my boyfriend's parents, they have been talking to each other for about a year...
Thrilling, i thought...
His mother added me on facebook....
He added my mother on facebook...
We are all friends! Woopie!

I wake-up the next day, my sister and I have a fight....
She calls me a bitch, I hit her with a book, we yell, scream that I start to explain how I care for her and love her even when she pisses me off...
She bombards me with a hug, and we sit there sobbing... a half our later we are sitting on the floor laughing....


All I can say right now is...

What the fuck happened here?

The odd thing is, it seems every time I get into a relationship, my best friend removes the attachment to a guy.

The last day we were all together, and everything was well was Friday. My Sister, Nick (my sisters boyfriend), My Best friend, Sienna, Her boyfriend, Greg, My boyfriend, Chris, and Me. We all were happy, and had a great time.

Why did things have to change?
But It is better this way, Sienna is happier....

Guess what people, I am with someone now!
I really did not expect me to be with the person I am, but I am glad I am!

One bright morning
In the middle of the night.
Two dead boys
Got up to fight.
Back to back
They faced eachother,
Pulled their knives
And shot each other.
A deaf policeman
Heard the noise,
And came and killed
The two dead boys.